come home

i hate this
i've never been so unsure of myself
one minute i want nothing to do with this.
the next i refuse to let this go.
theres so much that would need to change
and i dont know if either of us are up to that challenge.
some things cant be changed at all.
i cant keep second guessing myself.
please just make up your mind, one way or the other.
i cant sit here alternately loving and hating you for much longer before i break.

there's never an ounce that i breathe without thinking about who i could have been with you.