but everyone loves

a fuckin tragedy.

Let's set our hearts at self destruct.

Am I weak, or am I awake?

A wise person told me some time ago that this is the year where everything changes. Or rather, you your perceptions change. You see people in new lights, including yourself. You understand certain things you didn't before about others, about yourself.

I've found I've drifted this year from the people I would have originally clung to.

I've looked back on past mistakes, I've regretted them but understood their necessity.

Is this growing up? I doubt it. This is just a new environment throwing everyone into a spin in which discovery takes hold.

Won and lost friends, discovered new things and re-discovered old.

I know my choices here will impact me for a long time.

I like that.

Some weight on my shoulders. It's a nice change.

Let's hope the spine can hold the weight.