This sinking feeling never dies.

Oh, but it does.

Hello sunshine, welcome, make yourself at home, let me open the curtains for you.

Hello beautiful weather, feel like cheering me up? Already have.

This war with myself never ends.

But it's damn nice to put it aside for a time.

It's Father's Day, time to give back to the person who you fight with most but who's made sure you're always provided for and trying your hardest.

The sun is out, the weather is gorgeous, you have friends you have family, and the world at your fingertips. Very soon we will be free.

So put aside that sorrow my friends. It's time for a change, god knows we all need it.

I'll show you exactly what it's like, to feel alive.