knowing

the outcome and not being able to change either it or your emotions.
It has to be one of the most interesting and testing of things.
It tests your self control, it tests your will, your love..
They say we cant control our hearts, and if we could, would we want to?
More importantly, do we have the right to?

'Why are you so far away?'
'Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you?'